Sunday, March 29, 2020

Know how much you love her.
It's up to you
Want to end up your dreams with her?

It was all in your head.
You went for the wrong choice.
Why?
You could have handled it better.
Why?


Saturday, March 28, 2020

Venum

Drifted slowly on to me
Like a prey,
Mesmerized deeply by her eyes.

Thursday, January 23, 2020

Everything fades

It's all lie darling
Once you said,
I thought it was all for good.
Never thought it all end up like this.

When everything fades...
Still need to live,.

Press a button and if everything restarts..

Lost.

Saturday, November 23, 2019

No hope!?
Oh dear
Why did you take me here
You could have left me faar behind
You could still have done faar better

You carried me in your wings
Didnt burst the bubble
as i was in the bliss we made
None of my words cme with an expiry

Comeon leave everything.
You don't put people you love in such situations.

Oh dear if i too lose hope and move
Please don't consider my love unfaithful
I had no choice either to wait for you or,
Carryon with my life responsibilty

No dear i tried doing both and i failed.
Nobody cared or may be you didn't care.
Now i cant do that.

Even in this condition you are in a better position than me.

I wish the love doesn't turn the other way.
I can't say hate. Never i can.
But this is not love my dear.





You really think this is working

You know us better than anyone. Why am i discussing this here then. To whom can i talk? You really left me in darkness.
You really think all is well??
I don't know about all. Already your presence wasn't makin me happy as usual and now you act on your own. Did i ask you to leave. Did i drag you like this. May be i have, that's all in your mind. This is the worst way to push away. You could have handled it well. May be far better than this. Now even if you say that you know about my suffering. You only care about yours. Your actions doesn't follow your words and they show you care about something else.
Iam already away. You came back to fix this? Did you ever wanted to fix this. You never asked me how I feel. Atleast how I feel about you.
You can easily say you love me. But now i dont feel the same old way. Because you through me away multiple times. If youre still believing that you can do anything to me,. As if iam your toy. You are wrong that's not the way to treat me. Let me remind you i have suffered enough may be I'll hold a little longer. I don't know how long. Please don't think that it's my weakness. That's my hardest part.

Whether you noticed or not. I haven't told you love you to for a long time. I thought you cared but didn't even bother to ask me.

Im sure even if i was wrong a couple of times. I treated you much better. This is not the way to show that back.

I was sincere and iam.

I wished it to be the infinity may be beyond but drew an end to this infinity.








Either you are together or you are lieing.
Whatever it is, that won't make me happy.

Sunday, September 22, 2019

Screenshot of my life today..,
Battery low
4am
dream High
With a love can't touch
Be me to get my trip
Sure you won't
It's a my thing.