You really think this is working

You know us better than anyone. Why am i discussing this here then. To whom can i talk? You really left me in darkness.
You really think all is well??
I don't know about all. Already your presence wasn't makin me happy as usual and now you act on your own. Did i ask you to leave. Did i drag you like this. May be i have, that's all in your mind. This is the worst way to push away. You could have handled it well. May be far better than this. Now even if you say that you know about my suffering. You only care about yours. Your actions doesn't follow your words and they show you care about something else.
Iam already away. You came back to fix this? Did you ever wanted to fix this. You never asked me how I feel. Atleast how I feel about you.
You can easily say you love me. But now i dont feel the same old way. Because you through me away multiple times. If youre still believing that you can do anything to me,. As if iam your toy. You are wrong that's not the way to treat me. Let me remind you i have suffered enough may be I'll hold a little longer. I don't know how long. Please don't think that it's my weakness. That's my hardest part.

Whether you noticed or not. I haven't told you love you to for a long time. I thought you cared but didn't even bother to ask me.

Im sure even if i was wrong a couple of times. I treated you much better. This is not the way to show that back.

I was sincere and iam.

I wished it to be the infinity may be beyond but drew an end to this infinity.